Why can't I go to sleep you say
I can't really tell cause I wish I knew
Like the endless thoughts that flood my mind
These white walls imprision me from the outside world
Why can't I go to sleep you ask
I can't really answer that but I wish I could
If I could I would describe a much fearful picture
Faces with deformed expressions would make you scream
Why can't I go to sleep you wonder
I can't really say cause it seems I'm never really present
Randoms thoughts turn into flashbacks
No Looking back is staring right back at you
Why can't I go to sleep I ask myself
I'm not tired but yet i'm afraid to close my eyes
Instant shame starts to destroy the happiness
Which soon turns into utter confusion
Why can't I sleep I ask you Father, please help me
The noises seize while my body starts to relax
How do I react I haven't felt like this in long time
Everything around me starts to sing soothing melodies
I let Go and Let God have his way total submission
Gives you that piece of mind.............